Yeah, so I've been lurking. Just haven't been in the mood to blog much.

Don't feel like a whole lot has changed since I last blogged.

I'm still single.

Still hate my place of employment.

Still single.

But I am 30 now. And while I enjoyed celebrating leaving the 20's behind, it didn't come and go without a little drama. Basically, I never plan anything for my birthday. I figure if I don't plan anything, when folks don't show up I won't be disappointed. But for the last 6 months all I hear is "What are we doing for your birthday?" and "You're turning 30 we've gotta do it up big!". Well, I didn't have do it up big money so I sent out an evite to 40 or so folks inviting them to hang out in the city on a Saturday night. Let's just say, disappointment likes to follow my ass. The irony is I had a ball with the people who came out. But folks I talk to everyday and spend ridiculous amounts of time with reason after reason for not coming through. I was upset. I didn't talk to anybody for a week unless it was about business. Not sure that accomplished a whole lot besides making relationships feel a little awkward. Sometimes, I just feel like people don't take me and my feelings seriously and that really sucks.

But now that it's all said and done, I look forward to what the 30's have in store. Not that my 20's sucked, but I don't feel like my life has progressed much either. Progression is necessary.